new job brought me back..

currently looking for new job and often felt stuck in story telling during interview. since young i wasnt the best at expressing through words either for feelings or wants, probably due to family background, or simply the way father treated me. ive always been forward looking person growing up, its until recently bottlenecks keep popping up, theres no choice but to look back and reflect, hopefully by finding root cause and solutions. i learned hard from current work manager past is THE past, it's indeed the case and since no other way around the past, we should probably work harder from -2 or -3 instead of 0. which brought me to the title, i want to tell better story, by start writing. hope it works *fingers cross*

The Phase

It wasn't long before I last wrote. I am a single man, living under my old folks' shelter, after years of chasing dreams out in the wild world. Been through the ups and downs, and now here I am, the changing Phase.

It is mysterious yet exciting, challenging yet rewarding, blue and red at the same time. I faced several less serious ones growing up, knowing that it is just the matter of time and just a tiny bits more of faith is needed, every time you are about to give in.

Experience ain't a single shit in the Phase.

It's not up to you to decide, what's it gonna be for you. If it says there is nothing here belongs to you, it means nothing here belongs to you, not if you change your proud personality, self satisfied born talent or your highly praised manners.

That's how the game plays, at the Phase.

The Junction

I have learnt to read the lifeline when I was younger. I took it as a gift, then I doubt it when I grow, older. Life's exciting because it is filled with uncertainties, but sometimes, too much of it, creates a strong opposite effect.

For years, I have been making decisions. I am grateful I was given such opportunity to do so, I have great parents. From high school I wanted to study in, first far-away-from-home job, to life choices. It certainly was not easy, and I could not have done it without them, financially.

All went pretty well throughout the years, I met friends, been to new countries, and even the love of my life. God is fair, no one can always be on the peak, which leads to the reason this post created.

Things changed.

I failed in making good decision. Bad judgement. Plans don't get in my way. Friendship fell apart. Loves, promises broken.

'And then I checked my palm again, so this is how it's gonna be, huh?', I asked myself.

I know I should move on, the faster the better. And then I realized, 'what's the purpose of doing that?'. It's meaningless if all these are just for, myself.

Sunway TES excellence achievement dinner

Definitely one of my favorite friends.  

With the fellow coursemates and the Senior Executive Director of Sunway University.

A day spent in Melbourne city.

Had a day off today,headed to the city for some grocery purchase.

The first day's eve in Australia

It was such a rush on Friday.Two papers in the daytime and my farewell gathering. The day after was the weird part, couldn't get a good appetite, ended up eating two toasts only before leaving.


Before the plane departs.

Luggage boarding ticket.

The address of embassy of Malaysia in Australia.

Quote of the day

Limits are often like fears,they are just illusions. #Michael Jordan