The Junction

I have learnt to read the lifeline when I was younger. I took it as a gift, then I doubt it when I grow, older. Life's exciting because it is filled with uncertainties, but sometimes, too much of it, creates a strong opposite effect.

For years, I have been making decisions. I am grateful I was given such opportunity to do so, I have great parents. From high school I wanted to study in, first far-away-from-home job, to life choices. It certainly was not easy, and I could not have done it without them, financially.

All went pretty well throughout the years, I met friends, been to new countries, and even the love of my life. God is fair, no one can always be on the peak, which leads to the reason this post created.

Things changed.

I failed in making good decision. Bad judgement. Plans don't get in my way. Friendship fell apart. Loves, promises broken.

'And then I checked my palm again, so this is how it's gonna be, huh?', I asked myself.

I know I should move on, the faster the better. And then I realized, 'what's the purpose of doing that?'. It's meaningless if all these are just for, myself.